I hate this gan cheong feeling coupled with self doubt. It gnaws away the little self esteem I have. Ridiculous much? I know and yet, the feelings are there. At the end of the day, you can't really reveal much about yourself or the freaking whole truth when people aren't exactly there for it.
Especially interviews. They ask you questions to profile who and what you are. But do they really want the real you? Besides, people who talks better (not necessarily work better) tends to land the job.
From the advises people throw my way, they'll say " 'beautify' your resume", lie.. but that's just not me. I guess, I am too honest for my own good and a tad too straight. Straight in a non street smart way.
Just a random ramblings. The wind is strong outside and I just wished it'll carry me away from what may be in store today later on or well, my future.
Aahh.. I know pessimism gets you no where but it follows me like a hawk, shadowing me.
Time to start making better choices eh.