Thursday, August 13, 2009


SOMETHING ABOUT ME: I seem to have a shorter fuse nowadays with lesser tolerance and I tend to shut down easily which I am not proud of.


I made a very big decision today and I am wondering why don't I feel the super high feeling that I should be having, just yet. This very decision has been on my very mind ever since the very beginning but something has always cropped up to either delay my decision or to change it.

And now, finally, I have decided to take the plunge. And I thought it was best to inform certain people of my decision. If not, there would be complaints as to why didn't I mention about it sooner. However, due to some oversight as I was rushing to clear my manager's queries on work, I left out informing some people.

Anyways, I can't help but wonder if I had made a mistake.

I feel as if I should have just kept quiet about the whole plunge I had made. It might have made life a whole lot better. I can't help but wonder if it was also a factor that triggered another friend's certain decision.

Of course, many people would scorn and say that it was not a nice move seeing the timing and all. But I have reached passed my breaking point and if I didn't take that step now, when would I ever?

Now, if only she will support me as he does.


Anonymous said...

yo girl
dont worry b happy...dont look back...wat is done is point looking back at this point...if u keep looking back it will b difficult to move on...i understand how u feel..been there gone thru...tell urself it is a right decision n move forward alrite? will always b here for u to give u support watever...have faith in urself...i have faith in u so u should have it kaysss =) b positive...hugs...see ya when u r back from hols...till than take care...


goingkookies said...

thanks girl!! trying not to think too much about it.

can't wait to come back n resume badminton! my mum went to play with my aunt and she says they're super competitive!! hehe

see u soon!

soolynnie said...

OMG! I know what it is and I'm so happy for you. Should have done so ages ago. So glad you finally see the light!!!

goingkookies said...

thanks lyn!! i saw it ages ago.. but was just thinking of obligations.. so when i have no money to go out.. u'll lend me some??? nyek nyek