Something silly happened earlier in the afternoon. Small matter but yet, silly.Leading to something within me to snap. Tears trickled down my cheek bones and for the life of me, I have no idea why. It can't be because of the silly thing now, can it? I just got my days mixed up and missed out on a good deal but that's it. Nothing major worth tears over.
Funny thing is that, since then, I feel so low. My emotions are in turmoil. I feel aimless, lost and dejected.
Went out to Stud Park Shopping Centre for a walk but it didn't lift my spirits. Not one bit.
Instead, it felt like I was walking without an aim. Then again, my days have been just that, aimless. My body was walking but I wasn't there. Even to walk was a trial.
Headed to the library and found some books. Perhaps, reading might do me some good. I went to the library thinking to borrow some Accounting/Finance books to brush up but look what I walked out with... books that don't benefit my redundant brain.
Today is probably the lowest I've ever felt this year and I hope the feeling isn't here to stay. Wouldn't want to be a wet blanket when my friends are here for a visit.